#I mean I know how cuz I see people do it literally constantly but. couldn't fucking be me.

[cesium-sheep]

yeah no her executive is dysfunctioning pretty hard today even though she said she felt fine. so today will probably be worse for both of us than if she'd just had work like normal. yippee.

[ca-suffit]

You talk about people playing chess when no one is doing anything of the sort. If anything it’s you just trying to start drama and get everyone mad at each other while being a hypocrite in the meantime. You got mad at that one anon calling Anne a pedophile after you reblogged a post pointing out her grossness and say it’s all rumors while also calling Anne abusive when you have no proof of that either. You say people are obsessed with Maven but you’re the one in the tags about her constantly and in the tags about other blogs as well making the entire fandom aware about your drama. You talk about how this space is small because of those gatekeepers as if you aren’t unwelcoming as well. Get some perspective.

all this is trying to do is distract from the fact this fandom is abusive and racist af. it's not "drama" it's "racism." ur talking about me exposing the fandom's racism and making u all uncomfortable. ur blaming me for behavior u all do already and are mad that ur getting in return now. ur also mad that u can't threaten me with anything because there's nothing else on this account but exposing u. ur mad because I make u feel stupid and powerless and have support doing it too. to play along and respond some to ur points tho. here's one v small thing about anne rice and how she treated her own fans. that's only SOME stories, there's a lot more. she famously attacked the 1994 film *of her own story* as it was filming and pissed literally *everyone* off, had to be removed from interacting with them anymore, and her influence on stans made filming a nightmare......just because she didn't like tom cruise (and she blamed her fans for inspiring this in her too, couldn't even own her own shit). she defended paula deen for saying the N word, she defended antisemitism, she beefed with the popeye's guy cuz of her fictional books?? (she wanted to own property he ended up owning and was mad about it, that's rly what it was all about [end of this article]).

let me pull this part out from the movie link so u can rly hear it from the producer of her film: "Geffen echoed the sentiment, accusing Rice of displaying an attitude of "self-importance" and characterizing her attacks as unkind, indiscreet, and unprofessional."

here's ur proof and it's not even all of it :)

and ur trying to put blame on me to make white woman maven a victim, which is an age old racist thing to do that white women luv doing. "how could I ever cause harm lil ol me 🥺" why don't u go read about emmett till and think about ur life choices here. here's an article about how white women weaponize this shit all the time, to give u a quick link and never say I didn't do shit for u.

none of us would even know about shit with maven if she hadn't posted about it herself to brag about it. when has this bitch ever been in the show tags before? and when she shows up what is the topic about? oh look it's all about her. she's the one who brought attention to this in the first place so jot that down btw.

she chooses to post on youtube and open her mouth about these things. she chooses to be stupid about racial topics and claim to be an expert on things. she chooses to speak in a v condescendingly racist, white woman way when she talks to me, as if she's trying to help soooo much and she's soooo nice and I'm just so big and mean :( :( that's overt racism but half of u are still gonna act stupid about it like u rly can't see it. she is not meeting anyone halfway, she is throwing her black friends around and keeping the focus on her. she is not listening. she has no intention to listen. she's trying to save her own image to keep viewers and a paycheck. if she doesn't want to hear real shit then she can get off youtube, she can get out of here, she can stick to her white ass lane. u can't pin this on other ppl reacting to things that are worth criticizing, but that's all anne rice taught u to do so I'm sorry ur so fucking stupid still as adults. get well soon!!!!!

[beautifulnightmareconnoisseur]

Literally just dumping this on here Cuz I can't really talk to anyone about it yet and almost everywhere I could put it would have someone I know able to see it and I just can't handle keeping it to only me right now.

I got into a fight with my mom today which tbh was probably coming for a while but I still hate it and I can't stop thinking about it. Don't worry about my safety or anything, we got the anger part mostly sorted I think and I don't normally live with her or anything. We have just spent the week together in her hometown, just the two of us, and we go home tomorrow (thank goodness).

She asked my opinion on something in a medical related article that was basically an acknowledgement that sex and gender aren't the same but that the article was using gendered terms in the context of bio sex. She doesn't understand why it's a thing, the whole why does it have to be my problem argument basically. I am a firm believer that for things like that, if it doesn't make sense to you it isn't meant for you, and that's OK. Just ignore it and move on. To me, a nonbinary person who is constantly misgendered in everyday life, including in a medical setting, that kind of thing is just a nice little bit of acknowledgment that puts the part of my brain that get really uncomfortable being referred to incorrectly at ease.

To be somewhat short, it kind of blew up into why can't trans people just be trans quietly on her side, and trans people deserve to be acknowledged just like everyone else on mine. I apparently implied at some point that I understood her perspective (or something similar, I'm honestly not sure) which set off a part of her brain that hates being told how she feels. That's fine, I didn't mean to set it off and she can't control the feeling it creates, but it just got worse and worse.

I tried to disengage pretty early on, because I get passionate, then angry, then mean when I feel like I'm not being heard, and I knew this conversation would cause that. But I felt like I couldn't escape the conversation (which she apologized for later) and it just continued until my physical signs of stress kicked up. When I get too stressed and overwhelmed, especially in an argument, I start to panic. I start crying, breathing gets harder, and I start scratching at my skin violently (never been so thankful for my short af nails). I said I had to stop the conversation and go, and got up to get some space, and she blew up at me. I blew up back, because I was already at the end of my capacity, and it devolved into screaming.

I spaced out for a while after that. I think I had a panic attack or meltdown or something, Cuz I kind of remember sitting in a corner, on the phone with my fiance, clawing at my throat and arms Cuz I couldn't breathe. Mom says she told me to get out, which I apparently was going to do, but I asked to pack my shit (sounds like me tbh) which confused the hell out of her. I don't think she expected me to actually leave, but I think I was going to, and just walk to the nearby winco until I could figure out what to do next. I'm about 16 hours from home by car so it would have been a task.

I ended up sitting in a closet until I felt OK again, and I texted her to say sorry after a bit. I don't know if I should have reached out first, tbh, Cuz I tried to end the conversation before it got that bad, then I tried to leave at the start of my meltdown, and she asked me for my opinion and I offered it. But i don't know that she would have had the strength to do it, and one of her biggest fears is ruining her relationships (hence why this is being shared here, where no one either of us know will see it, and its lacking my less sour thoughts on the situation).

Anyways it's just making it hard for me to sleep. She said something about misgendering during the screaming bit, but I don't know what because I kinda wasn't mentally there anymore. I don't know if it was referring to me, or herself, or something else. I tried to give her the chance to bring it up after, but she didn't, and no way in hell was I gonna push.

My brain just won't leave it alone. It's hard. And I'm just so tired.

[2n2n]

I wanted to ask, did you ever see the AidaIro SASUKE tweet?

(Sorry, I am not sure if I can send links in tumblr asks!)

I wish Iro and Aida would do this type of thing more... stuff like hearing how the cast of Hanako would do on a game show is gold!! I need their headcanons NOW.

Anyway, more specifically, I was reading your post about Hanako's smile (and subsequently Amane's unnerving smile) and I was thinking about Amane and remembered this again... Aida and Iro are so damn mean to him, lol. "As usual, amane is useless"... is that really necessary!? (No,yes it is,bully him)

Anyway, I think it's natural to want to bully your characters no matter what, but it makes me think that Amane really IS not as innocent as the fandom seems... it's a bit easier to bully someone who actually deserves it. (And of course I'm just going to point out Tsukasa literally leaving the course entirely, just because I love him and he's great.)

They are so ruthless about Hanako, it's sooo funny!! I have seen this but I love to be reminded (THERE'S TOO MANY TWEETS TO CONSTANTLY CYCLE THROUGH!!) He's their little troublesome guy who is so difficult. I really think western fandom is a bit TOO pitying of him. I LOVE that multiple times they are like, "talk to people!!! FOR ONCE" and, as someone reading this manga, yes, couldn't all conflict be avoided if Amane just explained anything he's thinking ever to anyone. Omfg.

you love how pissy and called out he looks about this..... take your medicine, boy....

feels so cheeky. Ohhhh you don't have any experience..... be a big boy coooome on.

You know what else makes me feel like… this boy isn't… so sacred… is that comic off of the tea party …

oh we can just joke about this Amane, being horny and flustered?? THIS Amane isn't above being depicted as a horny idiot, HE IS NOT SOOO UNBEARABLY SAD HE CAN'T BE HORNY, and this is also our first reveal that Amane has a fetish for the very body part he's constantly mocking Nene for (to me, this is like if you constantly made fun of a girl's fat ass and made her self-conscious of it, but you secretly are an ass guy. Like, it's deplorable of him--!!!! AMANE, AN UNLOVED GIRL WHO NOBODY HAS EVER CRUSHED ON, HAS A COMPLEX, BE NICE!! My first response to this way like, YOU'RE KIDDING ME-- AMANE-- *goes to strangle him* you make fun of her legs defensively because they make you horny??? YOU ARE SO 13)

anyway bullying Hanako is just leveling the playing field isn't it. He bullies everyone else !! AidaIro need to balance out the universe by giving him a hard time firsthand. He's got two angels desperately calling his name and professing their love to him, he can take it, ok. It's also what makes me feel the resolution to all these emotions might be a little humorous in some way. I think it will legitimately be a heartfelt toilet comedy in its own way.

omggg Hanako's VA, Ogata, also once said "Nene has terrible taste in men" … its just, so funny. Everybody call him out.

You know … I will say… sometime I want Bird to help me transcribe/translate a dozen or so of AidaIro's old journal entries and tweets to post in a clump, cuz honestly, Iro …………………………………………… can be kind of a dick to Aida (in a way she clearly is amused by!) so, I kinda think dragging Hanako's fussiness and difficulty and rudeness is a bit.... self-referential, which is why it's so easy to point and laugh at him, and his dramatics? Like man. Iro. Sometimes I'm like, [scandalized] "IRO-SAN….!" I KIND of think Iro really doesn't want to let Hanako get away with anything! I really feel like we're going to peel Hanako apart at the seams and it'll be, in some way, cathartic. An expression of. Something.

OMG also tangent, but Hanako being called useless as always, sometimes I wonder about this vague through line where Hanako is … not as smart as people make him out to be, lol? Like yeah, he'll be useless on this game show … can't beat the Mokke at cards

claims his greatest weakness is a 100pt test

claims his fav class is health/PE

and while it's so common, well, he's bad at writing kanji

… not to put too much stock in it but for some reason he (and his twin...) hold a pencil like a 2 year old. Why?! Lol….

….I'm not so sure Amane ever had it in him to become an astronaut …. it's a little funny a high school teacher is the highest achievement....

[mixdgrlproblems]

sorry i haven't updated any of my social media platforms with anything. my mental health is pretty bad rn and healthcare in america is a joke. ive been having panic attacks constantly since wednesday night and here i am no better than before. im expected to lock myself away from the world and give up my cell phone, no exceptions (even though they say they can't make you do something you don't wanna do) or hope i make it to monday and then hope someone can help me. don't have a mental health crisis on a weekend, they'll treat you just like everyone else. wait til monday. i can't believe im still conscious enough to write this. if you have had one panic attack every blue moon or even more frequently, you know how painful that is. imagine having that happen to you for 4 days straight. my heart is strong as hell cuz why haven't i passed out or have a heart attack dealing with this for so long. people expect me to continue to just breathe through it. so im supposed to suffer through this bc no one wants liability for giving me something that can make me worse. at this point ill take anything. and i mean anything. a certain way has been on my mind but i dont want to do it. i want to be able to breathe normally for 24 hours at least. hell i'll take from breakfast to lunch. its recurring every few hours and everyone is asking me do this or why didn't this person do that. the answers are: i did and you fucking tell me. my nurse practitioner who has been prescribing me my depression and anxiety medication for the past 2 years all of a sudden cant just give me something to sedate me "for my safety", no its for theirs at this point. im on the floor crying and hyperventilating and they're like go to the emergency room and the er says well whoever prescribes me my mental health prescriptions, why didn't they do anything. why why why. back and forth back and forth. i literally feel like im on the worst customer service call ever and im being transferred in person from place to place. ive been to 2 hospitals and a mental health center and they couldn't help me. this has been happening since wednesday so why did no one do anything during those 2 days if i cant get care over the weekend. im afraid on monday they're gonna tell me the same thing and i'll literally lose my mind. that's why im shocked im still able to be coherent.

if you ever read, see, hear people who succumb or reach their breaking point from now on, dont fucking say "why didn't they just ask for help" bc they did. i did. for days. ask why wasn't there help available when they simply asked? begged for it? im now blaming american healthcare as the reason why people succumb from suicide from now on. not bc they just went crazy and sadly had no one to turn to.

never fucking say WHY DIDNT THEY JUST ASK FOR HELP ever again or i will go apeshit and scream. im posting this now in case i have to copy and paste this anywhere else.

[jean-kayak]

Anon Request: So Akaashi, Iwaizumi, Aran, and Futakuchi with a black!gf that’s very gentle and soft spoken with them. She rarely raises her voice (not that she needs to cuz her glares get shit done for her), she gives her bf feather-like and soft touches when she massages his body, and lordt don’t get me started on her gorgeous smile just making their day when she enters the gym with a bento she made or saying “Hi, baby” when she sees them.

A/N: This is literally one of my favorite requests that I’ve gotten (P.S. I gave Futakuchi the poop emoji bc sometimes he can be a little shit lmao)

🪶 I'm gonna say that this man is already more on the quiet side, so you guys are lowkey a perfect match

🪶 Even before you started dating, he always noticed how much softer you were towards him, and he couldn't help but feel some type of way

🪶 Whenever he's stressed about a big game or classes, he can always count on you to calm him down

🪶 He loves when you hold his face in your hands, convinced that you have the softest hands on Earth

🪶 He always likes when you talk to him about anything. Will listen to you ramble about something you're passionate about because your voice feels like music to his ears

🪶 He likes to stay on facetime with you, and your voice always puts him to sleep, and he always apologizes bc he feels bad, but you find it adorable

🪶 He thinks you give the most amazing hugs

🪶 If you guys aren't in the same class, he'll find you in the hallways so that he can get a hug from you. It's like his main mission before he goes to class

🪶 He likes when you rub your hands up and down his back, he literally just falls into you, burying his face in your chest, and you swear you can sometimes hear him purring

🪶 And I know people say that he's really insecure about his hands

🪶 So, you're literally always finding a way to have your hands on his hands

🪶 He's a little hesitant at first, but you constantly tell him how much you love his hands, you always play with his fingers

🪶Or you're either holding his hand, giving it a light squeeze every now and then

🪶 And now when he looks down at his hands, he smiles fondly as he thinks of you

💪You keep him balance, keeping him relaxed when he feels like he might explode

💪This man's actually a really soft boi 🥺

💪You make him soft, but he can't help it, you're just so gentle to him lol

💪A lot of people say that you're complete opposites, but he thinks you couldn't be more perfect for each other

💪Whenever he's being mean to Oikawa, he'll run over to you so that you can scold him

💪All it takes is a certain look, and then Iwaizumi's slightly drooping shoulders and Oikawa calls you his hero

💪He always feels like he can talk to you about anything

💪Whenever practice gets too stressful or his teammates get on his nerves, he'll have you tell him about your day or some random things you saw

💪And your voice soothes him immediately

💪He won't admit it to anyone, but he likes being the little spoon most of the time

💪He just loves how soft you touch him, and he'll fall into your lap, and you lightly graze your nails over his arms and it puts him to sleep

💪He likes when you lightly scratch his scalp

💪He'll lower his head in your direction, and you smile softly, and he doesn't even have to ask, and once you start doing it, his body will melt against you

💪And all this attention makes him really clingy, he can't stay away from you for a second if you're in the same room

🤎He'll literally become limp in your hands, and then he won't get off of you, and you have to use all of your strength to move out from under him

🤎This man is already a pretty chill person, so he loves that he can vibe with you doing literally anything

🤎He lays on you all the time or he's laying on you or he has both arms or one arm around you

🤎Loves when you give him massages especially after a tough game

🤎Likes to hold your hand, and he never let's go

🤎If he can't see you, he'll call you if he's feeling stressed, and your voice through the phone will instantly make him relax

🤎He'll even make you try to calm down the twins since you can do it so easily for him

🤎The pet names you call him will literally make him fall for you even harder

🤎He seriously thinks the gym gets brighter when he sees you walk in, and he will quickly jog over to you

🤎He can't help the lovesick smile that comes across his face when he sees that you brought him something to eat since he missed lunch

🤎You give him a kiss on the cheek before you leave, and it feels like it's been branded on his skin, and he has a hard time fighting the smile on his face all of practice

🤎He thinks how quiet your laugh is is really cute, and will say the stupidest that he knows will make you laugh just so he can hear it

🤎Your smile makes any of his dark days seem like a blur, thinks it's the prettiest one he's ever seen

🤎He even loves how gentle your kisses are, they make him feel like he's on cloud nine, which is all the time when he's with you

💩I feel like he holds in his emotions if they're really strong, so for a while after you start dating, it takes a while for him to take that wall down

💩You're actually the one who controls him and his confident personality lmao

💩"Are you being smart again?"

💩"No, ma'am," he says softly, looking down at the ground

💩But once you do, he's always coming to you before he boils over

💩Like Iwaizumi, he won't admit it, but he's a huge cuddler

💩Or more like he just flops down on top of you whenever he's had a hard day

💩And actually, you being more gentle and soft-spoken has softened him up in a way, he isn't so quick to get frustrated, he actually tries to calm himself down first

💩Whenever you softly compliment him after a game, he's so quick to flush pink, and he tries to play it off, but fails

💩Sometimes he'll become needy, and then he'll always want to be held or at least having some part of his body touching you, he feels like whenever you're touching him, it's therapeutic

💩Your touch always feels light, and he loves the feeling, it keeping him grounded

💩Your touches are just so soft that he can't help but lean into them or move in closer to you

💩His heart always skips a beat whenever you kiss him, it instantly lifts his mood, and he'll keep his face close to yours until you give him another one

💩All you have to do is call him baby, and he will literally stay glued to you for the rest of the day

💩He really is whipped for you, but as amazing as you are, he doesn't even care

[captainshazamerica]

If this Bruce doesn't adopt Tim I will! But I'm kinda scared for Tim I mean he's either gonna end up with Buce or the titans at some point, im afraid that something terrible is gonna happen his family and then titans/bruce takes him in? That boy loves batman and robin so much like even his family seeing the news knew how much it would upset him although I will say that for the brain that kid has he makes some pretty stupid decisions, hes driving around GOTHAM plastered in the bat-symbol that's not a good idea! the amount of lunatics that roam free in Gotham (and possibly have escaped from arkham) and hate the bat and hes driving around with the bat symbol on him KID be careful!

Some kind of Anti-fear toxin does seem more accurate cuz he's clearly taking something to not be afraid. Maybe it's something he found in Gotham and decided to try it and got addicted so he's using that lab place to try recreate it? and maybe he can't recreate it perfectly cuz in the crowbarring scene he seemed kinda anxious about his surroundings and he'd just taken that inhaler thing to overcome fear so I dunno?? Or maybe he went to arkham to see Crane for some reason and Crane has orchestrated the whole thing and told him about the drug but then wouldn't Crane have to know everyone's identity then? Dude I dunno I need more episodes even tho the low quality glitchyness is painful lol

There's probably an abundance of rooms to choose from at Wayne manor yet Jason takes Dicks old room and keeps the flying graysons posters up! I like to think that he does view dick as an older brother and just took his room to kind of have a connection to him and that he admires him hence the graysons posters being left up, yooo dick calling him his brother! I really want a nice family reunion with dick jason and bruce 💕

Babs was too mean to bruce when she went off like I get where she's coming from but yo lady his son just died dial it down like a notch yikes but also babs being like 'i wonder how long it'll take for bruce to replace jason and dick is all 'what no the last thing bruce is gonna do is rope another kid into this mess'. Cut to scene of Bruces potential robin folder 😅 but I also like that dick was trying to be considerate and compose himself for bruce but once he found out that bruce is idiot enough to pull another kid into this, that that's when he got mad and bruce so brokenly begging dick to come back and be robin 😢😢😢

I know the show is constantly trying to push bruce out/sideline him cuz it's a titans show not a bruce wayne show and I know they're going for a different portrayal of bruce which I'm not complaining about I do like this version of bruce (more than I thought actually) and this universe but I feel like they could have gave more cracks you know, I like that they showed him trying to avoid the reality of jasons death and just not stopping not even for a second and just immediately jump into another case and that breakdown verge where he's begging dick to be robin and then when he finally I guess let's the weight of jasons loss sit on him to the point where he whacks in jokers head with a crowbar just like he killed jason (he could have killed joker so many other ways like a less violent bullet to the head but oh no brucey crowbars him to death!!)

There's a lot of character stuff that i do like but that scene where he's in the cave on his knees scrubbing his sons blood out of the suit he died in, the suit that he only ever wore because of batman. 😢 I feel like they could have had him crack there and let out a gut wrenching scream and then just continue on doing what he was doing as if nothing happened and dick walking in on that should have had more of a reaction!? like he could have stopped in his tracks at the sight of his brothers blood all over his father and bruce screaming, dick could have like took a step back almost like he's gonna run but forces himself to stay there, because who wouldn't want to run from that and no matter how much horrible things you've dealt with before sometimes your brain does just take over against your will and makes you react, the rest of the scene just could have played out the way it did. Literally one ounce more emotion is all I wanted.

No one really emotionally cracked at jasons death. I get that it just happened and that people put walls up and denial can be such a prominent thing when a loved one dies but it couldn't have been that difficult to put in little mannerisms now and again to show that everyone is deeply hurt but holding it in. Honestly gar seemed more hurt to me than dick did. But I do like that dick reacted in detective mode and started trying to figure things out from jasons side so at least there's that.

This redhood is defo not an anti hero he has well and truly landslided into villian territory and I dunno how that's gonna be reconciled? they better not kill him off! and they better not just straight up keep redhood/jason as a full on villian! but if they do get through to jason and bring him back a little how the heck is that little man gonna deal with what he did to Hank?? I feel like they had a bond you know and for all Hanks talk about putting Jason down I really don't think that Hank would actually have killed him even if it came down to Hanks life vs Jasons I think Hank would rather die than kill Jason (but that's heavily biased cuz in my mind jason is my son and I freaking love hank sooo) but Hank to me puts on a hard front like 'yeah I'll get in your face I'll come at you b*tch' but internally he's like 'yeah I'll come at you to help you' 😅 like internally he defo has a lot of soft spots though that's not to say he'd be like this for someone like the joker or scarecrow or whatever guys like that he'd be like no screw you you die or go to arkham like byeee

Nevermind how jason is gonna come back from this though HOW IN THE ACTUAL SH*T is dawn gonna come back from this!!?!!

Random side note here but imagine Jasons first time in the batcave he would be so excited and trying to mess with everything and being like ohh what's that do and pressing random buttons and bruce having a hernia trying to get jason to stop before he accidentally blows the cave up 😅 also he has probably been caught several times trying to 'borrow' the batmobile, I can just picture him trying to sneak down the halls of the manor without the floor creaking and making it all the way into the cave and doing a victory dance cuz he didn't get caught and he hops on into the batmobile in his pj's and let's out a scream cuz alfred is sitting in the freakin passenger seat waiting for him and then they just hang out in the batmobile alfred had the good foresight to bring a flask of tea books and a blanket for jason

Speaking of Alfred I think it would have been more angsty and hurtful if Alfred died shortly after Jason and after a few days Jason claws his way out his grave and the first thing he sees is Alfreds headstone and that's how he finds out Alfred died : (((

This is so long girl I'm sorry I know it doesn't seem like it but I did restrain myself 😅 one more thing before I go maybe this Dick is the absolute worst mf and the reason babs feels betrayed by him and is so upset with him could be that he left her (or cheated on her) with Dawn cuz of that weird flashback thingy in the other season where dick dawn was a thing I dunno I hope not though that would be ughhh

Oh crap, you right about probably something bad will happen to Tim for Bruce or Titans to take him in, I was gonna say he could just demand to be in their lives to save Bruce/Dick like in the comics but he also has kinda shitty parents normally and these people seem cool so really it could go either direction, but like it’s Titans so it doesn’t look good lol. Also, I wonder if it’s gonna be Dick who is basically gonna adopt him this time since we already had a huge track record in just 2 seasons lmao. But I know right, true I like how his parents knew immediately how much the news would effect him 😭 I hope he goes down the making himself robin and forcing himself in Dick and Bruce’s life xD I love that route. Lmao, the kid is all book smart, very little street smart when it doesn’t have to do with outsmarting someone XD

I was also rewatching and that gas he takes def has to be some anti fear toxin cause he mentions fear so many times and flash backed to his near death fall, which he felt was probably holding him and back and thus had to prove himself and adds to whatever is influencing him. But ohhh he did seem pretty dang anxious at the carnival grounds, that’s a really interesting theory but recreating something he found hmm, I can see that.

Apparently according to a YouTube who got to see the first 5 episodes, we find out what his deal is a lot more in episode 5, so one more week hopefully

Brooo trueee, I couldn’t believe jason took dick’s room and like didn’t even change anything. Like Jason looks or at least use to look up to Dick SO much, like in his first episode in the first season, he went on quite a lot about how much he had always wanted to meet him and how much he looked up to him, which is probably also fueling his red hood rage, being hurt by your idol and brother like he did in S2 must have really just killed the boy. But yes omg, there freaking better be a dang family reunion scene like, after so much angst we deserve that 😭

And yesss, I loved seeing how mature Dick is getting and just how much he is growing as a character, the fact he was so calm and considerate with Bruce at first really shows that compared to s1 Dick, only breaking when Bruce tried to get more kids involved. That scene by Brenton was sooo well acted omg, the way he yelled that he doesn’t want to robin again, heartbreaking man. And Bruce begging like that omg

Yeah, this version of Bruce is def so different than any Bruce we have seen on screen before, like def the most emotionally constipated, and that’s saying something xD But I like how they are taking a risk, it also helps Dick’s character more and give him more of an arc, as he seems to be taking on Bruce’s normal role with Jason and red hood. Bro, you are so right omg, like the fact Bruce could have killed the joker in any way and he does it with the dang crowbar. It really shows how broken he really was and why the man shouldn’t depressing any and every damn feeling and emotion lol.

Omg, I love how you have the exact details of what you wanted to happen in that one Bruce and Dick scene 😂👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 bro if you dont already you should totally write fanfics cause that was so detailed, I love it

Yeah, I do wish someone cracked (other than Bruce lmao) a bit more, but I do think each character reacted in character though, like it is very Dick(at least this version of Dick, other versions may break down tbh) to put everything into solving the case and figuring out what was up, that’s more this version’s way of caring than just breaking down, like he rarely ever has broken down completely. I think dawn could have been a little more emotional about the death (tho she has enough coming for her lmao). Connor didn’t know Jason that well so it makes sense he would just be sad. Gar seemed pretty sad and in character about it, maybe could have had a bit more, same with Kori, tho she showed it by being almost angry and fiercely protective of everyone else, so I think that makes sense for her. It would have been interesting to see how Rachel and Rose would have reacted though (where did rose go btw?! She would so have a reaction to Jason’s death). But yeah, i wish there was more resolution and break downs for Jason, but also it may have just not felt real since they weren’t there? But I agree

You think? Idk, I think they could def still make him an anti hero towards the end, especially if it’s crane behind the whole thing. Cause if they don’t they are gonna have to go down the gosh awful overused villain gets redeemed while he dies/only to die right freaking after , and I will be so freaking livid if they do that omg. Like they better freaking not. But true, he would be broken by what he did to Hank, oh yikes. But I can see him then that leading to the anti hero path, like he would never go back to be on the titans cause he would feel too guilty, thus giving more of a reason for the anti hero life. But I know, I loved Jason and Hank’s love hate relationship 😭😭😭😭 You know Hank secretly loved the kid and probably saw himself in him.

Yikes poor dawn, you right. Like I have no idea how she is gonna be now like wow.

OMG GIRL, You are on a hc angst train today!!!! That scenario of Alfred dying right after jason and Jason climbing out to see Alfred’s?! Heartbreaking!

But I can’t believe they killed Alfred off so casually tho😭

Omg I swear if they freaking show Dick having cheated on Babs I will be so freaking pissed omg, he better have not! Im hoping they had a more high school romance thing/grew up together then got together type of thing

And omg don’t apologize I LOVED IT and reading your asks!!! I feel ya too!

[steeltoss]

Pre Naruto — Naruto Headcanons. Ages 9-15.

I have nothing better to do while my phone is dying.

Age 9

We're starting here since I'm working on something already. Okay so the day her whole clan was obliborated and sent straight to Jesus, Hokkaido was taken from Konoha under the Third's order. From there, she went to an orphanage in Amegakure.

The orphanage wasn't too bad, but Hokkaido couldn't help missing Konohagakure. She wanted to leave the orphange and debated running away.

However, she didn't get to run away as a couple who never had children together spotted this lonely dark haired girl and wanted to adopt her. This led to confusion. Someone genuinely wanted to adopt her, a broken child?

They did adopt her. But she was quiet, confused even.

The lady was one of the most beautiful ladies she had ever seen, complete with Auburn hair and deep green eyes and a pallor complexion. Her new mother's name was Emi Suzuki of the Hidden Rain.

The man was strong, and he looked very mean, but he wasn't. Hokkaido just didn't know that yet. He had short, messy Sandy blonde hair and cocoa colored eyes. This was Shindou Suzuki, a very strong Shinobi of the Hidden Rain.

Upon going to her new home, things were very different. This family was patient with her learning and never pushed her too much, they had accepted her as if she really were their own child. But she didn't want to call them mom or dad because she only ever had one mom and one dad.

Hokkaido was given a nice room with a twin sized bed and a desk for schoolwork, Emi enjoyed buying her stuffed animals, her favorite was her stuffed panda that somehow made her think of Shisui. She slept with it every single night.

Entering the academy, she made two friends that she held close to her heart.

Aito Fugikame, a small and dark haired girl with violet eyes who reminded her of Hinata Hyūga from Konoha, maybe that's why she enjoyed her company so much.

Eiji Yamada, a brunette make who seemed a little idiotic but super friendly and was outcasted for being such a loveable idiot. This was in ways, her Naruto of Amegakure.

She began to adjust to her new life, the pain seemingly subsiding as she always came home to a hot meal and was called Yua, (and it literally means binding love and affection) by Emi.

Things were starting to go great, and for once after the massacre, Hokkaido Uchiha was smiling as she came home. But she missed her brother, Sasuke. She wondered how he was doing in Konoha.

Age 10

Having a good birthday, she blew the candles out on her cake before hiding her face in her hands. She was crying but didn't know why. Sure, she was happy, but how long would it last without her only other blood relative?

The trio [Hokkaido, Aito and Eiji] often roamed the village together and practiced their skills together, she finally perfected her Fireball Jutsu.

That's when people began looking at her all weird, she was an outsider, and they knew just how strong the Uchiha clan was.

Aito's mother wouldn't let her visit nor talk to Hokkaido anymore. This was the downfall.

Hokkaido shut herself off, she barely exited her room unless it was to eat or go to school.

Age 11

Emi had conceived her first daughter this year and she seemed rather focused upon the new baby that was due to arrive in July. Hokkaido was conflicted on how to feel, she was once her foster parents primary focus, and it seemed they had less and less time for her now. She never brought it up. She was still grateful she was given a family.

In July, Emi gave birth to a healthy little girl named Ichika. Hokkaido wanted eagerly on the front steps of their house, but was only met with a sullen faced Shindou and a baby in his arms. Emi was no where around.

Later that evening, Shindou had explained that Emi had passed on, and that Hokkaido was now rightfully the woman of the house.

Even though Emi wasn't her biological mother, Hokkaido was broken again. She had lost two mother's in her life. This was the very first time she cried over someone who wasn't related to her in any way.

But Ichika reminded her so much of Emi. She had beautiful Auburn hair and a buttoned nose, just like Emi. And Hokkaido would constantly talk to the growing child about how amazing their mother was.

At the time, she hadn't even realized she reffered to Emi as her own mother. She just knew she missed her more than anything.

Age 12

Celebrating Ichika's first birthday wasn't how she ever imagined it to be. Emi wasn't there to see her daughter grow up, she hadn't even gotten to see Hokkaido graduate from the Academy and become a genin.

Hokkaido was put in a squad with Aito and Eiji, but things were still tense with herself and Aito. Hokkaido never knew how to process her emotions. She used to go to Itachi or Shisui for things like that. But Shisui had died a year before the massacre.

This year also happens to be the year Hokkaido got her menstrual cycle. She went into a panic, thinking she was dying and bleeding out. After all, she really didn't have a grown female figure to turn to about this.

She was embarassed to even tell Shindou, but he was very calming and understanding. He explained she was becoming a woman and even gave her the birds and bees talk. She was disgusted.

Sasuke is now ten, and she wonders how he's doing. She debated on writing him a letter, but out of nervousness, she doesn't.

Age 13

Hokkaido spent a lot of her time doing activities as she was now co sidered am elder sibling by Ichika. Ichika was walking and talking and every day passing, looked more like Emi.

Hokkaido began training for her chunin exams, which, were coming up very shortly. She spent many hours training with her squad a day and had often had to be retrieved by Shindou.

Shindou often scolded her for overworking herself as he forced her to drink plenty of water and eat her greens. He was only looking out for his eldest after all.

Upon the day of the exams, Hokkaido finds out all three of her squad had to sign up. And they had. They are now officially beginning their journey as chunin.

The first exam, she nearly crapped a brick. The written test was hard and she knew nothing. But she still tried her hardest, hearing and seeing others being disqualified for cheating. Her heart was hammering in her chest.

Afterwards, when she found out the objective was to cheat without being caught, she literally facepalms herself because she hadn't even thought of cheating. And then that damned question was asked.

Back at the exam, the proctor states that the candidates are free to choose whether or not they want to try and solve the tenth question. If they opt out, the entire team will fail. If they choose to answer the question but get it wrong, they will be barred from taking the Chūnin Exams forever.

Hokkaido's heart hit her guts. She was afraid of never becoming a chunin. But she pressed forward, only to find out the tenth question was already asked. The question was to test their determination and bravery.

Since I'm a lazy bastard and ive worked on this almost all damn day, I'm moving forward.

During the one on one fights, Hokkaido was matched against Kabuto Yakushi. [you know. Cuz this mf kept taking the exams cuz he a spying little-]

She lost.

She lost.

She didn't become a chunin on her first try, but congratulated Aito and Eiji upon becoming Chunin.

Age 14

Sasuke was finally old enough to take his own chunin exams and they were being hosted in Konohagakure! Hokkaido was estatic, she was finally going home to Konohagakure, even if it was just for the exams.

The exams started the same, and she passes. She couldn't help but keep glancing toward her brother however, a tugging on her heart. He hadn't even looked her way.

She wondered if he forgot her. He hadnt.

After the written exams, they prepared for the second part. Hokkaido was paired with two Amegakure genin.

However, a red haired sand ninja with a foul attitude caught her eye. Gaara.

Another skip, I'm half dead.

Anyway,, she became a chunin because of the circumstances and after the fight with Gaara and Naruto, Hokkaido goes home back to Amegakure.

Sasuke had changed so much, her little brother was growing up.

Age 15

Hokkaido had been caring for Ichika and tried being a great big sister to the four year old who somehow ended up looking up to her like she had to Itachi. It left her heart hurting a little.

Still, she would sometimes think back to that red haired boy.

She often ignored it because she didn't want to even tell Shindou about a possible boy she liked, let alone one that was so damn destructive.

Things were going well, and she was being sent on a mission to Konohagakure soon. This mission, however, required her to move away for six months. She would be aiding the Fifth Hokage, Tsunade.

She wondered why she was chosen for such a thing...

Okay. That's rushed but there. Heres her OG Naruto Headcanons. Shippuden comes next. Feedback is much appreciated. Nah this isn't proofread either.

[13thpythagoras]

Kidney stones?

So 2 weeks after I met my wife, when she was still just that super hot girl I was sleeping with, I found out she had kidney stones.

I helped her how I could, cooked for her, cared for her when she was crying in bed from the pain, bought her food when she couldn't work and make money, even held her hand in the hospital months later when her appointment to get them removed with the fancy Lazer and drove her home. But the nurse did her i.v. in a weird place and pierced a nerve in her wrist, giving her lasting nerve damage. They also told her it would cost her nothing, and then tried to bill her $31,000 for the procedure, before giving up and forwarding the whole amount for the procedure (like $80,000) to insurance. 80k and nerve damage, plus the excruciating pain of kidney stones, bleeding if you walk, unable to urinate without pain, and schedules so full they can't see you for three damn months. They gave her zero assistance on prevention of future kidney stones, except "don't eat spinach, but diet Coke is fine," like literally the doctor told that to us point blank with a straight face. This is the western medicine way.

Then two months later, she was getting another round of kidney stones.

Here we go again, last time it was a four month wait for the surgery, and we both had been through hell and back, her especially of course.

Her dad (I later found out) had kidney stones in the 90s before the Lazer surgery was a thing, and with no anasthesia, they gutted him like a fish to take out his kidney stones, giving him a horrible infection that left him with a swollen abdomen for a decade, but I'm sure a hospital made good money off his surgery cuz capitalism, amirite?

So after doing some research to avoid going through hell and back again, I quickly found Chanca Piedra.

Chanca Piedra means "stone breaker" in Latin, and it was impossible to get some. No alleged supplier on Amazon was legit, they'd all wait 2 weeks and then cancel and refund our order. We went through a month and a half of having Amazon suppliers fuck us over, and even went into a Walgreen's asking where it was, and the floor staff didn't know and told us to ask the pharmacy tech. The pharmacy tech said to just search on Amazon, but before we could say "thanks bye" the head pharmacist overheard our conversation and interrupted to lecture me on how Chanca Piedra doesn't work and it's not clinically tested, there's no evidence it works. I told her to politely fuck off and haven't been back to Walgreen's, and recommend you join me in the boycott.

Finally after calling small independent pharmacies in town, we found a local apothecary which had Chanca Piedra in stock, in a powder form and in a tincture, both of which cost about $20 together.

My wife had 5 out of the 5 symptoms of kidney stones, there is no doubt she had them again. I personally gave my wife the Chanca Piedra treatment for a week, 3 times a day, and as if by magic, and $20, her kidney stones were gone.

This is how western medicine works, in a nutshell.

It's at about a 4-year old level of consciousness.

"Bullet in victim? Take out bullet." The defense of western medicine is that it's good at fixing horrible accidents, like gunshots or car collisions, yet folks still die from these preventable issues all the time in my country anyway, and there's even a law preventing the study of gun violence as a disease.

Anything to actually prevent a disease or condition from forming is viewed as hogwash quackery that threatens the hospital's cash flow.

It's totally reactionary, paper and profit-driven, and constantly giving us horrible, debilitating, life-threatening side effects.

No one makes a profit when you cure your kidney stones via Chanca Piedra; no one except for you and your loved ones, and it's a profit that doesn't show up in IRS returns.

Doctors are charmers. The best sales people. But they are not here to prevent disease, or even cure diseases affordably. Doctors are here to make money, and get as much from insurance as possible. They don't care if you die, as long as they can make money off that too.

This is why there's so much push-back against Chanca Piedra, literally the only bad reviews of it are from people saying "I bought some but before I took any I talked to my doctor and he said it doesn't work, so I am returning the Chanca Piedra without trying it and giving it one star." The lunacy of automatons today is bewildering.

Kidney stones are preventable- use Chanca Piedra.

I bought my Chanca Piedra from the life savers at Lhasa Karnak in Berkeley, so big thanks to them, and if you're in a small town with no independent apothecary, give Lhasa Karnak a call and see what they recommend or if they can ship you some, if not, it may be worth a trip to Berkeley, as kidney stones are really really bad, and Berkeley is only kind of bougie. 😜